Category Archives: Hollywood Relationships

Diverse PeopleIs Freedom of Speech a Hate Crime?

 

We live in a world whereby terms like Gay (Joy) means homosexual and the term faggot is taboo.  Now you have the right to agree with these concepts but it is an attack on these groups of protected people to disagree unless it is done politely.  Meanwhile as it is taboo to say Jew unless it is done in a good way, do not dear say “Jew me.”  But in Hollywood every other word is nigger and bitch referring to black people.

 

Has it become a crime to say what you feel?  Is this an artificial society whereby the world thinks Americans are what the media dictates what we can say in public.  Does the world think that Americans really believe that being a Jew makes you one of God’s children and being homosexual makes you one of Gods protected children and being black means you are without class and deserve to be put in prison or on the front line of war?

 

It is sad how blacks have so much spending power and political power, yet we are on the bottom of the barrel.  It is a sad day when it became a greater curse upon man to say the word faggot opposed to say nigger or black bitch.  A black man can kill a black man that is expected, but do not dear even say something grossly negative about homosexuals, because instead of them getting on their knees, you will be brought to yours. 

 

It is not fair people should be able to say what they truly feel without media censorship, that the American society can be represented for what it is, because until then it cannot be corrected.  We have to know how people really feel about the craziness going on especially when it comes to homosexuality, Jews and blacks.  But only when it comes to blacks is it all right to say nigger.

 

My point, not to say some Jews are not God’s children but some are very evil, and certainly some homosexual are straight up faggots and go out of their way to act feminine, nasty and smell like and ass exhaust pipe and most black people are not niggers even if they think of themselves as so, but from what is projected by the media you would never know Americans are aware of this.

AIDS Ribbon Red and BlackAIDS the Dreadful Disease take a Stand

 

With over 20 Billion spent on AIDS Research and an estimated $25 Billion in $2010 and over $2 Billion spent on treatment, it is obvious AIDS is a financial resource killer as well as a murderer of people.  Yes I said murderer, because I long held the conspiracy theory, since back in the 1980’s.  What gets me is that in a world whereby we can send rockets around the Universe, people have bought into the incurable theory.  Sure amfAR may not have the answer yet, but that does not count out secret orders and covert operations and the problem is that people have bought into the incurable hypothesis and therefore the government has no reason to take action as AIDS Research seems to be another day at big business at the pharmaceutical corporations, as there is so much profit made in researching the cure and never finding it.  Like the Jews of World War II, black people will go down in history as the people who walked into the gas chambers like sacrificial lambs.  And 20 years from now people will say they were fools for not fighting for their lives.

 AIDS Awareness

The people have to rise up against these practices and force the hands of the pharmaceutical industries.  It is my position that music reaches the soul of man and celebrities in the music industry not only have reach but have frequency meaning they can touch a lot of people often.  If the economic war or crisis is World War III AIDS is a major part of the arsenal.  Sure being without is a big deal for someone who had something before, but unemployment has always been double digits for black people, so if America is in recession the black community is in a depression, but a bigger concern is the rising prison population and the spread of AIDS in the black community, I mean like I said in the song “Symbolic Castration,” women are masturbating out of the fear of AIDS and are turning to other women.

 

It is sad that Hollywood still projects to the world ungodly sexual relationships and the satisfaction of lust in the motions pictures, music and promotional magazines.  From grown women with boy toys half their age to uncommitted sex on the fly and I think it is ill responsible.  I think some things should be left to private life.  Janet Jackson will be a major part of an amfAR event next week in Italy and I hope it is more than a symbolic gesture.  We need to wakeup the sleeping Tiger.  We talk about being proactive for President Obama, like if he is a boy among men, I believe he can hold his own.  Healthcare is good and all, but what good is healthcare for a disease incurable?  Let us face it AIDS is killing black people at astronomical numbers with over 25 Million dead and 33 Million infected according to 2007 estimates, we need to take a stand in our words as well as actions.

Hollywood SignHollywood when it is not funny anymore

Since I fell for Janet I lost most of my friends and almost lost my family as well, everyone was trying to diagnoses me instead of letting me be me.  I mean all my siblings seemed to have engaged in dysfunctional relations time after time, but had time to judge my decision,  I do not know if that means they think I am better than them or worst, but certainly not the same.  My friends also judged the same as they were all over the city, state a country in bad situations, but they had time to focus on my decision.  As AIDS created an asexual revolution the cure will bring about a sexual revolution, we are a generation of revolutionist that said, it has little to do with my point.

I wasted a lot of my life on the streets hanging out, as I was alone, I honestly have no idea how many women I been with, but I like Alicia found ways to avoid commitment, hell find someone who has someone already and that is the difference between me a and Janet.  Janet stayed in someone’s arms as a show piece, I did the creep and grew tired of this, it became meaningless in the absence of love and then I woke up crazy loving Janet and it has been that way for some time now, and I do not know yet if it will end in regret.

My Uncle Billy had an infected kidney removed it was full of puss and was poisoning his system instead of filtering it, so he is on kidney dialysis while a kidney is doing the opposite of the intended treatment, hopefully he will not need it as much now.  I would like to go down there and see him, I should.

I am the type of person who can not see you for 10 years and the conversation will continue where we left off last time, If I had relationship with you, I realize people change but do they really?  I mean we learn from experiences and change because the first law of nature is self preservation, some of us who are fools become wise and better people, some of us grow sick and humble  and there are those who make 180 degree turns, but do we change or do we change our character?  Are these the same?  I mean do we go to college to get a job or to become better rounded?

Before I wrote the screenplay “Everybody has Demons,” I created the characters first and then I created situations that the characters had to endure as the screen evolved a person’s character changed because of experiences, but the change in character had to take place for the person to do something out of the original character.  So by the innermost nature of our character we are judged, but are that that we are?  People look at how a personality acts, but suppose acting is your profession?  I realize even in Hollywood there are human beings playing roles and sometimes they get it twisted and actually believe their fantasy they sell to us.  You read enough scripts to the point they influence your actual being, and then does that make you another person’s imaginary plan?  Yes if you play it out!  Then the joke is on you.

Message of the Day

You will have plenty to say for yourself over the coming 12 months and some of your words will cause quite a stir. That’s good. The world needs people who are not afraid to speak up. The world needs people like you.

Friends or family? Who do you give the most attention to? Only you can decide but remember this: friends often change over time but family always remains the same. Of course, if you’re smart you’ll find time for both.

JanetHollywood is more fake than the Movies they put out

 

What can I say to these messages?  All I can do is wait to see. Man I know Hollywood is full of shit, like Denzel Washington said it is not show business, but the business of shows.  These PR personnel concoct relationships out of thin air to create a fantasy to the average mind that it is natural to go from relationship to relationship without you time.  The average person know more about other people than they know about themselves, because they are constantly shaped by outside influence and never learned about themselves.  That is the Hollywood way!

 

The option I chose was not a the best option, but my mission was bigger than Paul and Janet as people will one day find out.  My screwed up destiny was preordained, but Hollywood has got to be more human in nature.  Janet’s track record on relationships is like a resume, proving she was in relationship over the last 25 years consecutively without a break like if she was applying for a job.  It sound good on a resume in Hollywood I guess but to the lay person it sounds whorish.  It does not mention herself time and years of separation and relations estranged moments, it is like she proudly moved from one man to another as Hollywood pulled a train on her.

 

I wrote a song about that that was not well received, but here is the Chorus.

 

Are you willing are you able, got to take of that label (Hooker)

Are you willing are you able, got to take of that label (Hooker)

Are you willing are you able, got to take of that label (Hooker)

Are you willing are you able, got to take of that label (Hooker)

 

It is not calling her a hooker, but asking her why she has to play to role of a hooker and can she play a new role?

 

If you want to be mine’s why?

 

Tell me why hmm, tell me why hmm

Tell me why hmm, tell me why hmm

 

Message of the Day

 

You need an outlet for all that energy you have stored up inside you and you will find it this year, most likely in the shape of a new hobby that absorbs you physically, mentally and even emotionally. You’ll wonder why you did not think of it before.

Something you thought was a fact will turn out to be a complete fiction today, and you won’t be happy that you were fooled so easily. Don’t be too hard on yourself. You were not the only one who was taken in. There are a lot of snake-oil salesmen out there.